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Alive... in a way.

Journal Entry: Tue Sep 25, 2007, 9:51 PM
Yep I'm still around, I just haven't updated anything. I've had a lot going on mentally.

Since I graduated from SCAD, art and I have been at odds it seems. Couldn't find a job in my field which caused me to reevaluate whether I even wanted to be a traditional animator. Now I think I just stuck it out because I was stubborn and didn't want to be "wrong". I'm focusing on comics and short stories/novels now. But it's progressing slowly. I guess now I lack faith in myself and my choices. I'm slowly plugging away.

I still draw things, but I haven't done a finished piece in weeks now. In a way I feel defeated and like I wasted a good chunk of my life pursuing this art dream. I don't think I'm a bad artist, but mediocre. Yet there's this overwhelming feeling that *this* is what I am meant to do. SO, why can't I seem to do it. Sigh.

Hopefully I can get this comic finished. My plan is to enter it in to the International Manga Contest from Kodansha. But I'm feeling like I might not finish it in time for the contest, but I've told myself no matter what I will finish it. I'm just being to self defeating and I know it. But it's something I have to work through.

I just wanted everyone to know whats going on.

Thanks for the support!

  • Mood: Neutral
  • Listening to: James Blunt's new CD
  • Reading: Dark Materials (The Amber Spyglass)
  • Watching: Peach Girl, Tsubasa, Fate/Stay Night, Beck
  • Playing: Kingdom Hearts 2 (sort of..)
  • Eating: --nothing at the moment--
  • Drinking: Chocolate Milk

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 26
  • Current Residence: Dark Abyss of Doom
  • Interests: Anime, Manga, Movies, books
  • Favourite movie: Watership Down
  • Favourite band or musician: Matchbox Twenty
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock, mostly... I guess
  • Favourite artist: Gustav Klimt and Egon Shiele
  • Favourite style of art: Whatever fits the vision
  • Operating System: Max OSX
  • Favourite game: Katmari Damacy
  • Favourite gaming platform: Nintendo DS... for now
  • Favourite cartoon character: Haruko Harahara and Asuka Soyru
  • Personal Quote: We are the music makers; we are the dreamers of dreams.
  • Tools of the Trade: whatever I can get my hands on.

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Devious Comments

~JHerron:iconJHerron: 2 days 1 hour ago
Thanks, I've been working hard on coloring and completing a few pieces.. but it takes me forever! :sniff:
~Tethia:iconTethia: 2 days 15 hours ago
I'm still watching, and waiting for more good stuff. :) Keep it up.

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Yet even then, we ran like the wind,
Whilst our laughter echoed under cerulean skies..
~JHerron:iconJHerron: Aug 9, 2008, 2:13:12 PM
Thank you! I really liked the style I used for that too. I'd like to use that style more in the future, but I'm working in a different style at the moment for a future calendar(hope I get it finished).
~kcheh:iconkcheh: Aug 9, 2008, 3:41:36 AM
hey i absolutely love your paradise kiss contest design. Its great! Id love to see more artwork in that style.
*emperpep:iconemperpep: Mar 7, 2008, 1:28:59 AM
Thank you very much for the watch. :3

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My english skills are not as good as yours.
Therefore, if I say something that seems stupid, please forgive me, okay?


please go visit my page sometime.
[link]
~JHerron:iconJHerron: Feb 10, 2008, 6:20:07 PM
Thanks for the kind words. Lately I have been feeling more like getting back on the pony, so to speak. I haven't actually started, but I'm feeling the desire.

I'm sure there will be tons of ecchi when I do get back in the game!
~Tethia:iconTethia: Feb 10, 2008, 4:19:44 AM
Draw some ecchi! The masses will love you for it. =P But seriously. I know how you feel about the lack of direction.. It takes time to work through, but sometimes you jus thave to sit down and decide that you're going to do it now.

Let this be your motivation: :petting:

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Yet even then, we ran like the wind,
Whilst our laughter echoed under cerulean skies..
~JHerron:iconJHerron: Feb 5, 2008, 1:29:06 PM
HI! Sorry for the late reply, I don't check my own page much at all! ^_^;;

I can assuredly say that I do draw like that! XD
My main problem lately has been a lack of motivation and direction. I'm working through it. Your words are encouraging and helpful in my overcoming the lingering doubt!

THANK YOU!
*sc-parade:iconsc-parade: Jan 19, 2008, 11:25:12 AM
thank you for the watch! n__n
~Julien1989:iconJulien1989: Dec 30, 2007, 8:41:41 AM
thx for the :+fav:!

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...sEe thE wOrLD in a DifFerENt viEw...
>>yOu tHInk yoU KnOW buT you HAvE no IdEA<<

my art: [link]
Special tip: Drawing of Jack Sparrow [link]
my singing:
[link]
~Tethia:iconTethia: Dec 30, 2007, 5:05:33 AM
I guess that journal entry is pretty old, but if things are still like that.. Well, I wish you the best. =) Saw that bikini girl and if you draw like that this art dream isn't going to keep being a dream.
*Alicechan:iconAlicechan: Nov 13, 2007, 10:10:11 PM
Thank you for the watch! ^^
*Deistainte:iconDeistainte: Oct 6, 2007, 11:05:10 PM
Hello random deviant. You live in a dark abyss too?

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And she fell in love with the wind...

"It's your house buddy, you can eat whatever you want"- Iron Chef America
*CITRUSLOVE:iconCITRUSLOVE: Sep 8, 2007, 5:54:01 AM
thanks for the +fav and +watch :glomp::heart:~~

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my online comic <C.I.T.R.U.S>: [link]
*Ilweran:iconIlweran: Aug 4, 2007, 2:19:25 PM
Thank you so much for the fav, it means a lot!!:heart:

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"I'll give you the power to draw a miracle with your resigned fingertips"

Commissions :bulletblue: ~niji-en-ciel * My Photos
=r00ky:iconr00ky: May 16, 2007, 7:27:43 PM
thank you for watching julie =) I'm glad you like Julien and my pictures

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Der Vogel kämpft sich aus dem Ei. Das ist die Welt. Wer geboren werden will, muss eine Welt zerstören.
~Julien1989:iconJulien1989: May 16, 2007, 7:17:18 PM
hey! thanks for the fav! =)

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...sEe thE wOrLD in a DifFerENt viEw...
>>yOu tHInk yoU KnOW buT you HAvE no IdEA<<

my art: [link]
Special tip: Drawing of Jack Sparrow [link]
my singing:
[link]
~Finchiekins:iconFinchiekins: Apr 13, 2007, 2:52:36 AM
POOOOT!

har har, i left a rude sound!
*hatsukoi:iconhatsukoi: May 20, 2006, 7:25:37 PM
Thanks much for the watch :heart:

:peace: ^ - ^
~Finchiekins:iconFinchiekins: Apr 25, 2006, 10:06:52 PM
Julie Julie Juu, looking for you, wondering where i can find you... Juuuulieeee, Julie the Juuuuuuuuuu (trumpets go bwwwwwwiiiiiiiiiiiiii!)
~Finchiekins:iconFinchiekins: Mar 18, 2006, 4:37:49 AM
You very well should. Very very well.

PS, Wild Arms 4 mysteriously rocks. I don't know how or why, but it does.
~JHerron:iconJHerron: Mar 17, 2006, 11:41:28 PM
I think I should be concerned!


^_-*
~JHerron:iconJHerron: Mar 17, 2006, 11:40:48 PM
Thanks so much, I'm glad you liked it. I'm working on my next comic right now.