Alive... in a way.
Journal Entry: Tue Sep 25, 2007, 9:51 PM
Yep I'm still around, I just haven't updated anything. I've had a lot going on mentally.
Since I graduated from SCAD, art and I have been at odds it seems. Couldn't find a job in my field which caused me to reevaluate whether I even wanted to be a traditional animator. Now I think I just stuck it out because I was stubborn and didn't want to be "wrong". I'm focusing on comics and short stories/novels now. But it's progressing slowly. I guess now I lack faith in myself and my choices. I'm slowly plugging away.
I still draw things, but I haven't done a finished piece in weeks now. In a way I feel defeated and like I wasted a good chunk of my life pursuing this art dream. I don't think I'm a bad artist, but mediocre. Yet there's this overwhelming feeling that *this* is what I am meant to do. SO, why can't I seem to do it. Sigh.
Hopefully I can get this comic finished. My plan is to enter it in to the International Manga Contest from Kodansha. But I'm feeling like I might not finish it in time for the contest, but I've told myself no matter what I will finish it. I'm just being to self defeating and I know it. But it's something I have to work through.
I just wanted everyone to know whats going on.
Thanks for the support!
- Mood:
Neutral - Listening to: James Blunt's new CD
- Reading: Dark Materials (The Amber Spyglass)
- Watching: Peach Girl, Tsubasa, Fate/Stay Night, Beck
- Playing: Kingdom Hearts 2 (sort of..)
- Eating: --nothing at the moment--
- Drinking: Chocolate Milk
Devious Comments
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Yet even then, we ran like the wind,
Whilst our laughter echoed under cerulean skies..
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My english skills are not as good as yours.
Therefore, if I say something that seems stupid, please forgive me, okay?
please go visit my page sometime.
[link]
I'm sure there will be tons of ecchi when I do get back in the game!
Let this be your motivation:
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Yet even then, we ran like the wind,
Whilst our laughter echoed under cerulean skies..
I can assuredly say that I do draw like that! XD
My main problem lately has been a lack of motivation and direction. I'm working through it. Your words are encouraging and helpful in my overcoming the lingering doubt!
THANK YOU!
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...sEe thE wOrLD in a DifFerENt viEw...
>>yOu tHInk yoU KnOW buT you HAvE no IdEA<<
my art: [link]
Special tip: Drawing of Jack Sparrow [link]
my singing:
[link]
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And she fell in love with the wind...
"It's your house buddy, you can eat whatever you want"- Iron Chef America
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my online comic <C.I.T.R.U.S>: [link]
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"I'll give you the power to draw a miracle with your resigned fingertips"
Commissions
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Der Vogel kämpft sich aus dem Ei. Das ist die Welt. Wer geboren werden will, muss eine Welt zerstören.
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...sEe thE wOrLD in a DifFerENt viEw...
>>yOu tHInk yoU KnOW buT you HAvE no IdEA<<
my art: [link]
Special tip: Drawing of Jack Sparrow [link]
my singing:
[link]
har har, i left a rude sound!
PS, Wild Arms 4 mysteriously rocks. I don't know how or why, but it does.
^_-*
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